I can't answer this question, and I'd never have an answer. Why others are happy but I live in misery all the time? my parents keep arguing even about something that doesn't deserve to argue about. and they never think about how this will influence me. And what about friend? I get none. Actually I am already get used to being lonely; I no longer feel unbearable when I'm alone. I think I can go on like this as a living corpse. Will it last forever? or what should I do to make some changes? or maybe nothing can be done? Ah~hahaahhaha~what a great world. what a noble kind human being is!