You know I sometimes wonder if depression can actually be cured. What cures it, drugs, fixing what I hate about myself, sex, or all of the above? Is depression something that can be truly cured? I ask because today I purchased enough rope to kill myself. I want to try to fix some things. But I am not convinced that I will get over my depression by doing so. For instance I think I am fat. If I work out and lose the weight and become not fat, will I be fixed? I just do not want to waste effort, I want to get one of the other over with.