Eckhart saw Hell too. He said: The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of life, your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you, he said. They're freeing your soul. So, if you're frightened of dying and... and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth. -Louis Jacob's Ladder
i mean which ones the real deal if your religious
So maybe we are all in hell until we let go of the things that are holding you back. It would explain why i have tried so many times to end my life and have it fail. Maybe the ones who succeed in suicide have let go before there due time so maybe if we dont let go then we spend our life in hell.