so basic things about me you'll need to know. i was constantly bullied at school by everyone. i used to be really fat but now iv lost nearly 3 stone (41 pounds) and iv just finished my first year of college. so today i was walking through the refectory with my friends who were dressed as harry potter characters. and i was vaguely dressed as luna. anyway some people from my school and there friends saw us and shouted "oh what are you dressed as ellen? hagrid?" which was followed by like 5 mins of laughing :/ every time i got up or went past them they were staring at me (i wasnt being paranoid one of my mates pointed it out to me) i dont want to have to avoid EVERYONE from my past but i can imagine seeing one of them in town 10 years from now and them saying mean stuff :/ will it always be like this?