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Will It Ever End???

Discussion in 'Domestic Abuse' started by SilentCry, Nov 24, 2006.

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  1. SilentCry

    SilentCry Antiquitie's Friend

    I've been in several abusive relationships, starting from my home. It only got worse after that. Floor fans flying over your head, having your face 2in. from hot grease because dinner was 10min late, being beaten to the point you have a miscarriage at 3 months because he accuses you it isn't his, etc...

    Anyway, I wrote this poem to let out how I was feeling and hopefully some of you can relate...

    As the hammer falls
    So shall the fist
    Blind fury
    Swinging in the mist

    The pain
    Bestowed on me
    Small reminders
    Of what is to be

    Blind rage
    From within
    Acting on impulse
    Not relenting

    The beast within
    Has surfaced
    Taking over
    Making my life worthless

    I feel like a ragdoll
    Shaken and torn
    Thrown in a corner
    Wishing I were never born

    You've taken away
    All hope inside of me
    Taken away my life
    Taken away my dignity

    And so you sit
    So sorry for this
    Wanting to apologize
    Wanting my forgivness

    You cry a sad song
    Saying you can't go on
    My love you need
    My love to make you strong

    I have nothing left
    You've destroyed my being
    My life, my love
    My one reason for living

    - Me
  2. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    I relate. It hurts.
  3. shadowcat

    shadowcat Well-Known Member

    very true
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