Parents are fuming with me. Say I'm an embarrassment and a disappoitnment and fucking lazy. Want out of their house. They're doctors so have a big house but they're so difficult to live with. They're both conservatives and don't approve of me. I have been diagnosed at different points with schizophrenia, autism, social phobia and clinical depression. I'm on 200mg sertraline and 10mg aripiprazole. I want to move out perhaps to sheltered housing. I'm 22 and a half and a lot of resentment has built up over my difficult four years after leaving high school. I don't feel that I'm ready to work full time and support myself yet and I'm not sure I ever will be. I live in Scotland and Dave Cameron has been wreaking havoc on our public services...to the point that I got turned down recently for employment support allowance and have an atos assessment for pip, in spite of schizophrenia with a suicide attempt on my record. I was first treated at 20,and think I might've been happier before that. Had my little hobbies like cycling. Now I'm a vegetable. I don't know what to do.