will power draining away.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by andyc68, Nov 12, 2007.

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  1. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    spent the weekend alone and only just made it thru it, had moments of pure despair and just broke down.

    no one to talk to, no one to comfort me in my time of need.

    just wanted to vanish, run away and hide but i can't get away from my thoughts. so lonely, so alone.
    i have done nothing wrong yet i am the one to suffer, how can someone who has loved me so greatly just stop in a matter of weeks when everything was so good and she admits it was, i just don't understand.

    so tired of trying to be normal, yet i can't show how i feel without hurting her girls who are innocent.
    stuck between a rock and a hard place.

    will things get better? is there hope for my future?

    very hard to see this now and i may never will.
    such a low point right now.
  2. bhr

    bhr Well-Known Member

    Those would be my exact words. I will never understand what happened. We were perfect soulmates sharing true love one moment and then... nothing but my broken heart falling into the abyss and then shattering on the jagged rocks far below.

    I am so confused... but
    I feel your pain. I *know* your pain. :sad:
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