will there ever be a day where i wake up

[tenholehweels]

and don't want to die?

sometimes i really wonder, i don't know why i pick myself up
and muddle through the day.

i have access to everything i need to end it, but i don't.

very strange

 

[Confused_Tomboy]

u dnt bc it means that the part of u that's wanting to leave..is being fought back against from the part of u that wants to stay.....dnt put too much thought...but try and find the "i want to stay" part and try to listen to what its telling u

 

[eagles_fan]

It will if you actually try to be happy.

I know it's hard, but if you think about all the reasons to live or just try to uplift your mood, you'll find it easier to wake up in the morning wanting to live.

 

[total eclipse]

Hun get support get on medicaiton and yes the depression will leave and more light will come in hun

 

[IV2010]

I wonder this too tenhole...

some part of you is determined to stay here..
grab that part and hold on with all your might *