I really dont know where to put this. It's kind of a rant. Sort of my opinion on a subject. And really uncertain as to the final answer. So many people post: "dont do it... how do you know if death is any better?" Well.........dont think there is anyone alive that can tell you if it is or isnt. You need to have faith and belief in the words of the bible. Then you should be able to tell if you have gained the "brownie points" to make it to Heaven. For those of us that dont well it's kind of a crap shoot then isnt it? If you dont believe in Heaven or Hell then what does it really matter? Personally I dont care if it's better or worse than where I am right now. I see it as atleast being away from here. A change if you will. I'm already living shit. So death offers atleast something I already know or something better. Or too good to be true...... absolutely nothing at all!!!!!!! Just unfortunate that I'll finally have the answer and wont be able to do a damn thing with it. No cheats sorry.