I feel like a whole lot of my problems stem from the fact that im not really good at anything. Whenever I lose, I feel like im worthless which leads to depression and thoughts of suicide. Wherever I go it seems like someone is besting me, and I can't handle being just average. I also have a problem with discipline and not finishing things I have started which I think is the basis for my ideas about winning. I have begun to realize that to be good at something takes practice, hard work, and smart work. I have become better in some aspects of winning just by realizing these three things. Anyways, what are your guys thoughts on winning? How big of a priority is it in your lives and how does it affect how you view the world? ps. it feels good to win. imo when I do win it makes my life 95% better.