blackfire i feel the exact same way. I was thinking more a few weeks ago whether or not i would make it through. i am also scared i won't. But my solution was to travel somewhere where it would be less bad. Florida, California are the dreams I suppose. For me Vancouver was the most likely option I think.
i envy whomever is alone for x-mas ... god i wish i was alone for x-mas ... god i wish i was alone throughout the year ... anyone want my wife and kids ... just give me your address i'll x-press post them to you i'll even include enough money to feed them and clothe them for a year.
at least if your alone <Mod Edit: Abacus21 - encouraging>... i cant even do that i have to stay alive for my damned kids and stupid wife ... Living like a zombie is not fun with no choice at weather you live or die is not fun ... at least you have full control over the outcome of your life.
this is no way to live. i just sucks out right. i took final exams and i am scared i didn't do to well. i bombed the practicals. god only knows how the written exams went. it is days like this i wish i weren't here. the anxiety is too much for me.