I see things that other people post on here and I want to give encouraging replies. I really want to help people. But how can I when I'm feeling so depressed myself. Pretty much, the only thing I could tell most of the people on here is that I understand how they feel because I feel the same way myself. But, if I agree with their depressing and suicidal thoughts, that wouldn't be helpful, just more destructive for them. So I keep reading the posts and not replying because I can't be helpful for anybody on here and that makes me sad.