Idk why its like this i started so long ago. Its hard to remember a time where i didn't cut...idk what to do im not even sure about anything anymore. i want to stop for my mother and sister, yet i still have those moments where its all i can do not to cut even deeper... ive been alone for so long its not like everyone else. i truly have no one to turn to. i haven't a single friend to talk to about it or to help me through it. absolutely no one to help me through the episodes. idk what to do i think i just really need to talk right now...anyone to talk to.