Wish I could think about something else apart from death...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Tyrannore, Jul 24, 2014.

  1. Tyrannore

    Tyrannore Member

    I'm fucking tired of thinking about suicide... Almost every moment of every day I can't stop thinking about how shitty my life is and how better it would be if I just killed myself... Every day I constantly plan my next attempt, but I know I'll fail, given what a fucking pathetic waste of space I am...

    Nothing makes it stop. Video games and porn used to but not now... One of the reasons I'm so desperate to die is to just to get my fucked up mind to shut the hell up...
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Dam it eh i get it i do dam mind won't shut up You are not a waste of space ok YOU are ill and you need help to stop the thoughts.
    I hope you reach out to your doctor your therapist someone ok get your meds changed or added to get a different type of therapy so it does stop
    You keep talking here too ok release the thoughts here so you don't feel so alone with them hugs