You always think that you're supposed to do something with your life. Wrong. Your supposed to plan things. Your supposed to plan what you'd like to work in, in the future. Your supposed plan for good times and bad times in your life. Your supposed to plan for good health, a nice car, nice home, dental insurance, a nice spouse, a nice television, a nice neighborhood, the whole deal. This is all wrong. These are the things that society is telling you to have. I say fuck it. fuck society, fuck these things, fuck life. These are the things that most people get because they think it pleases them. Most people like this are the ignorant ones. The lucky ones. The ones that don't know any better. The ones that don't know that life is bullshit, where nothing happens but disappointment. Sure, you say there's plenty of things in life to enjoy. But nothing good lasts forever. Its always the bad shit that you have to carry around in your bag (the bag is life) the good things are like tiny bottles of deodorant, sure it smells good for a bit, but the shit smell is always there and it just gets stronger. My thoughts carry out like this.. Why carry around a bag that smells horrible? it's more trouble than it's worth. I just say fuck it because i don't think I have to do this, I don't think I have to live, I don't have to put up with all the shit life throws at me. I think everyone who thinks they care about me because of society should just let me rest. I'm only writing these things because I am trying to prove to myself and to those who think life is worth living, that life really isn't worth the trouble of living.