I truly hate my parents for bringing me into this horrible world. All I do is get hurt, screwed and burdened by everyone. The whole world is conspiring against me. Everyone enjoys seeing me broke, struggling, hurt and miserable. I truly want to die. I have nothing to live for. I have no money, no food, no life and no hope. All I want if for the end to be painless. Unfortunately, I am too afraid to make the attempt because I am afraid if I fail things will be worse. Is it bad too pray for a stroke or heart attack?