So I tried again. The first time I did this, I knew what I was doing. Took an overdose, but somehow survived. That was 4 years ago. This time, I stayed away from the pills seeing as they didn't work last time. Suffice to say it didn't work. I'm just a bit sore and really tired and my head hurts like mad. I can't do this anymore. Mum's coming tomorrow to stay for 3 weeks. I don't know what I'm going to do. She soooo angry already coz I've not been studying (I'm working full time as a manager for gods sake - I never asked to be doing studies on top of that. I've DONE a degree, I don't NEED more qualifications!) And how the hell am I supposed to study when all I can think about is suicide? How the hell did I get myself into this situation?? Why can't I ever be strong with my parents and say no when I don't want to do something. So scared. Want to try another method, but don't know what. Sorry for posting and wasting everyone's time.