wish me luck

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by HappyAZaClaM, Oct 17, 2008.

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  1. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    am hoping to make it to the other side tonite. seems like a good
    night to die. looks like a lot of others feel the same. I'm sorry
    I don't have anything left to say to help anybody else. I can't
    take anymore of this shit. cheers y'all
  2. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    im heading to work but drop me a line and I"ll ge tback to you asap. love you clammy cake..dont want you going on me
  3. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    it may be too late. this depression is so overwhelming. it's worse
    right now, at this moment than ever ever in my life. ever cell in
    my body and mind is begging for death.
  4. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Damn happyasaclam,this place won't be the same without you!!(haha) just kidding, I know we got off on the wrong foot a while back:blink: I hope you get past this evening. You need to prove everyone that 55 is reachable so you have a few years to go. Take Care~Joseph~:cool:
  5. Hey clam, I would hate to see you go.
    Feel free to talk to me..
    I know where your at right now is dark and it's not a nice play to be in.. but things can get better for you.
  6. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Please clam, don't do this to yourself. Don't end your life now. You keep the forum interesting, in your own special way. Please don't give up man. :hug:
  7. AlexDanish

    AlexDanish Account Closed

    Clam, trust me when I say you're an extremely enjoyable face to see around here. When I think of Suicide Forum, trust me I think alot of the things you said that have been very enjoyable and the times it (I can very honestly say) made me chuckle.

    You shouldn't go. Just hold on, and things will be better in the morning... Even if it's just a little bit. Wake up, make breakfast, shower, read a little. Relax, and then talk to someone, even if it's people on here. We all care.

  8. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    thanks alex. thanks everyone. we all have a few things in common. I will
    drink to make myself feel 'better' but it backfires big time. not drinking
    tonite. feel kinda numb and dumb. but better, better than last night.
    thanks dude :smile:
  9. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    To everyone: I am sorry I went off the deep end. I was trying to use the spirit(s)
    to make myself get happy, and I got really really unhappy instead. I woke up
    with a mild hangover, considering...and wish to tell you all thanks for caring
    and that I am there for you too! I aint leavin. I aint goin anywhere. I hope.
    I think. if something happens, it's unplanned at this point. thanks for being
    concerned. I feel kinda silly, but I was really really depressed. so...thanks!
  10. user-maat-re

    user-maat-re New Member

    glad you've realized its not worth it
    ive recently came to the same conclusion
    some days i wake up and i wanna die and

    others well im on top of the world, bi polar

    i cant say im over the shit ive been through

    but when you wake up in the morning its a whole new world

    just soo much that you can make happen

    its tough but thats life
  11. HappyAZaClaM

    HappyAZaClaM Guest

    it is life indeed. nice to hear from you!
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