Wish suicide was easy
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I am to far gone, there really is no talking anymore with me
And I was just talking to someone online who said if you cut an artery open you usually die within seconds or if you open a vein you will eventualy bleed to death and it isnt really painfull
But I am to much of a coward to do anything so I will only pretend to want to kill myself probably for attention or whatever
I wish there was a fun painless way to die, that is why I am thinking of starting heroin I hear heroin is awesome, but I am not sure if ODng is painful or not
Who the hell am I kidding I probably just want attention, I am to scared to kill myself, I will just exist in my pathetic miserable existence looking for sympathy when I tell people I want to die
I wish my mother aborted me when I was inside her, she always said she thought about it, she was probably selfish just like I was selfish for keeping my dog around long past he was due, it is amazing the patterns we learn and how we grow up to be just like the people we were raised by
I am just like my mother, broken down miserable, claiming to want to kill myself when I really want sympathy
or do I want sympathy? probably
And I was just talking to someone online who said if you cut an artery open you usually die within seconds or if you open a vein you will eventualy bleed to death and it isnt really painfull
But I am to much of a coward to do anything so I will only pretend to want to kill myself probably for attention or whatever
I wish there was a fun painless way to die, that is why I am thinking of starting heroin I hear heroin is awesome, but I am not sure if ODng is painful or not
Who the hell am I kidding I probably just want attention, I am to scared to kill myself, I will just exist in my pathetic miserable existence looking for sympathy when I tell people I want to die
I wish my mother aborted me when I was inside her, she always said she thought about it, she was probably selfish just like I was selfish for keeping my dog around long past he was due, it is amazing the patterns we learn and how we grow up to be just like the people we were raised by
I am just like my mother, broken down miserable, claiming to want to kill myself when I really want sympathy
or do I want sympathy? probably
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if there was a way out like that, id be dead a long time ago. its prolly better its not that easy, too many peole would die because of impulsivity. i can sympathize with you on how you don't really feel like you're going to kill yourself anytime soon, you just want some sympathy. im much the same way. nothing to be ashamed of, everyone just wants to feel cared for. :hug:
No one knows if it is painless, because those who commited aren't able to tell what is what. The pain that you are going thru right now is real! I agree if it was a for sure thing I would already have gone thru with it. The one thing I do know is the way I have chosen in my plan is the closest I have come to finding a perfect method!! No I won't share because I think everyone has to exhaust all avenues of finding hope for you to be able to keep living!!Take Care!!:chopper:!!
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Suicide is painful because our bodies instinctively want to survive. It's hard wired into us. If we didn't evolve to be good survivors then we would have gone extinct a long time ago. Having said that, if there were a suicide pill available, then there would be a hell of a lot more suicides occurring. There is no perfect method. All have thier pros and cons, like ending up a vegetable or damaging organs etc.
There is such a thing as a suicide pill. The Germans manufactured them in WW2, and Hitler himself used one near the end of the war. They used a poison that's now nearly impossible to get commercially, but it is still around. I've tried to make plans to get some, but it can't really be done.
There are other poisons around that have similar effects, but they, too, are kept secure to keep people from killing themselves or others.
There are other poisons around that have similar effects, but they, too, are kept secure to keep people from killing themselves or others.
hey, I think at some point we all wish there was a suicide pill, can you imagine what the world would be like if we were all offered one? It would be crazy.
I see your point though, when things get bad we all wish there was an easy painless way to die. btw, heroin is far from awesome. I had a close relative that was on heroin, he is now in jail and is in about 100k debt.
It is okay to want attention and sympathy, we all need that from time to time. If you need to talk fee free to PM me :hug:
I see your point though, when things get bad we all wish there was an easy painless way to die. btw, heroin is far from awesome. I had a close relative that was on heroin, he is now in jail and is in about 100k debt.
It is okay to want attention and sympathy, we all need that from time to time. If you need to talk fee free to PM me :hug:
I wonder if there was such an available easy scare-free way of doing it, if there would be anyone left alive today at all. Life isn't easy for anyone, though I guess easier for some than most, but think about it, any time something would start getting hard, there's the easy way out. And since people have bad shit happen in their lives all the time, would there be anyone left? I wonder
Sometimes I wish there was such a thing, but often no. Often when I think about suicide I don't actually want to die, even when I ate up pills I didn't want to die. I guess I'm glad I'm still alive, but I don't know why at all. For people who knew me I guess, I live for others
Sometimes I wish there was such a thing, but often no. Often when I think about suicide I don't actually want to die, even when I ate up pills I didn't want to die. I guess I'm glad I'm still alive, but I don't know why at all. For people who knew me I guess, I live for others
Thats the best reason i have heard that describes, what i'm sure is alot of the people on this forums views.
And yes like someone said earlier, i think there is a pill thats quick and well-not sure about painless.
Hate to be cliche but its the spy pill isn't it ?
the kill you within 9 seconds of you taking it pill ?
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