So I know this might be inappropriate, but... this is the only place I can really say/ask this. So I work down town and commuite via a train to work everyday. So I got to thinking, what would I do if someone tried to rob me at gun point? I sit there and think... or pretend to think... I already know what I would do. I would see how much they want it. How much they want to chance I have nothing of value in my wallet. Encourage them to shoot me or stab me. Tell them they are already this far why stop? Then I wonder, is that considered suicide? I mean I am not doing it myself. It is murder right? Is it bad that I pray for this to happen every day?