I told this guy everything and he threw it all back in my face. I trusted him. Now I am known as the Emo girl that cuts and only dreams un black and white. The girl that made one mistake and is now a slut. The girl who sits alone in the dark and cries over someone who was never really hers. The girl who hates her own reflection. And worst of all the girl who gets told daily to kill herself by people she has known for years. I beg my mom to not make me go to school cuz I dot wanna be bullied anymore. It's been 3 years and its never gotten better. People throw food t me when I am in the halls and the latest prigectile was butter. I have dreams that I am killing these people. I don't want to have them I just do and it scares me. I used to smash my anckles with a baseball bat until they were sprained and tell my mom I fell. It was the only way to let my anger out. It's seems reduculus. I have gotten into pointless fist fights and I don't know why thy even started. I feel like somebody else is runnin my life.