Without Worth

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Inspire&Inquire, Feb 14, 2015.

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  1. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    Perhaps there are not enough colors to be seen.
    Or perhaps not enough directions to move in.
    Maybe there were not enough sounds, enough music to be heard.
    Or perhaps not enough tastes or smells.

    If there is a god, how in the hell am I going to explain to her or him this thing I want to do? I threw away the greatest opportunity in the universe for a feeling?

    I can't help but feel my mind is defective. There is reality that my life a futility. There is madness, my mind aroused by unending series of epiphanies that take me in circles. Every flirtation has become perversion and every pride a bluff. I feel without cause and without worth.
  2. Inspire&Inquire

    Inspire&Inquire SF Supporter

    I shouldn't feel this way, I need to find love again. By loving what I do. I want to get up out of bed every morning like its Christmas day and make learning an adventure.
  3. scaryforest

    scaryforest Banned Member

    as you changed the feeling and meaning of it, change it back. but it is up to us ourselves ultimately to do this.

    your second post is hopeful
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