I never intended to make it through last night. Now I'm lost. My quick fix is gone. Nobody knows. I live by myself, essentially. A few others on my floor, but they rarely come in. I thought I had planned it so well - I even took the spare room key, telling them that I had locked myself out. There are no other copies, no one would have been able to rush in and save me. Now I'm walking around numb. Made it to all my classes but crashed again. I missed my support group today. I don't know what to do. Can anyone who's been through this give me some advice?