She keeps thinking things are her fault, but they're not. She's scared and fragile. She was in a good mood, perhaps because of all the beautiful emails I'm sending her. She asked me for a voice chat later, but I said I was nervous, God I'm so stupid XD . She said we had a lot in common. She said I was like a big teddy bear, and that I didn't make things hard on her at all. She told me her state, and I said wow, she said why wow and I said coz you (she) live there! It was a light-hearted conversation full of laughter and smiles and she was so happy! I've never seen her this happy. And she was able to talk to me for quite a while. Thank-you God ;__; I really needed this. Thank-you so much. On a side note - sorry I upset you by telling you of my happiness Katie/user NoGood, sweetheart, it's okay :hug: . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnX4Z23tkXk Owl City - Vanilla Twilight And here's the song I wrote for her (it's quite lousy XD but so what ): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdwbMaxJoNA It's called Roses and raindrops There's another song there in uploads I wrote for someone else. And here's my channel - some of the songs are for her http://www.youtube.com/user/DrivEthermissIon The Alex Lloyd song it opens to is the most special for her. Don't forget to click Playlists as well as some are hidden. 200 songs approx. Sorry just updating the newbies, some people love it XD. Just one thing - I have to convince her to accept pizza delivery one of these days XD . She doesn't eat properly I don't think, poor thing...I want her to have nice food, and happiness, and friends, and success, and heaps else...I actually care for her so much! It's confusing...I didn't think I could care that much.