Discussion in 'After Effects' started by gwalchmei, Feb 18, 2009.
...can't really say it is...
of course it is, many people have gone to their lowest and fought their way back to once again know that tomorrow will be better than today.
theres nothing stopping you from doing the same, its all about time and small steps, nothing is beyond you.
You live to fight off your beast for another day. It's not much, but it's something .
It is the true test of survival. Suicide goes against everything you have been taught all thru your life..You need to learn to live for the day. Forget the past because you can't change it and the future will take care of itself..Please hang in there, your life is worth it even if you don't beleive it right now..Keep posting and we will continue to help support you..Maybe give us more info about what is happening with you...
I dont think it is worh it getting back on my feet again only to keep falling down again and each fall gets harder and harder and to think i may have another 30 odd years of this to come.
each time i wake up in hospital after trying to kill myself makes we even wose knowing i can not even get that right.
Each day is just another day of hell even when i am back on my feet i know it will go wrong again.
i know my freinds and family love me and care for me thats why i am still here today.
deep down i know i am a problem for them.
Did i ask to be born no i did not and the life i have i hate and no matter what i do to change it it will allways go wrong.