I'm having a really hard time and I can't think of any reason's to stay. I really don't have any friends and my family could basically care less. I just can't continue to live in this circle. I have cut and I still feel like crap I just can't get my head into the right place. I am scared but I don't know what I am scared of. I've been trying to put my life together and to make some real changes but they don't seem to be working. I stll feel like I want to die. Will this feeling ever leave me? I have a therapist that I talk to weekly but I still feel like this. What should I do? Where do I turn?