Has anyone ever felt like all that they are good for is to be used. That is how I feel. All throughout my life men have used for their own pleasure. I can't remember a time that I went more than 6 months between attacks. I just feel like maybe I shouldnt fight it. Maybe I should just imbrace it. Maybe then it wouldnt be so hard. I mean what other options do I have. I feel like the fight is just leaving me and that I am just falling.