I spin around in this world where I belong, I slowly fall from the floor. The word down means nothing when there is no up. My World crashes but I turn around anyway. The word broken means nothing when there is no integral available . I stay to the end. Two eyes dark as the night but also white as the falling snow . Nothing exists but everything is here. Nothing is here but im getting crushed. Why? My life is here but I do not live yet. It will come. Screaming voices in my head. Dancing.. The screaming is so quiet yet so loud. I am deaf to everything. Let me go. Let me go.