Have you ever had those urges to just carve words into yourself? I have. And I'm having them right now. This urge is so uncontrollable. I just want my body to show what I feel about it. The words would tell what I cannot. I'm trying so hard not to do anything to myself, but these urges are getting harder and harder to resist. Everything just seems to be going wrong for me right now and I just can't cope with any of this. I think the words could be the least of my worries with the way i'm feeling.