I wish humans biologically would die when we reach a threshold of fear, anxiety, loniness or stress. Would save so much misery. Sorry for wishing such a mechanism on all of mankind. But I am hurting so much I can only be selfish. I can't quite muster up right now sufficient effort to end my existence.. I am still fantasizing about ways and situations where I can passively and hopefully peacefully and as soon as possible arrive at my end.