With the pandemic already being here, I (14m) cannot do anything asides from studies and hobbies. No outside life. However, with that, summer break is looming over the corner, but right now schooling is one of the only things making me get through the day, and positive. It distracts me, so to speak. With it being all done, I can only entertain myself with hobbies, which there aren't many of. No duties, no obligations. I worry about myself breaking, about myself spiraling. I have several coping mechanism's in place, - parents, therapist... - but the fear stems from the utter boredom that will overtake me, along with much more time to think, and that accentuates everything. The presence of one friend, online, doesn't really help much. I'm planning on trying to find more groups online, gaming or unrelated, to perhaps serve as a distraction and happiness booster, but what else is there that I can do?