Over the last few weeks I have been getting lower and lower and I just can't seem to drag myself out of it. I am bi polar and have serious self harm issues which manifests itself in different ways and have made various attempts on my life since I was 13. <Mod Edit:Methods> A few weeks back I was in a new happy relationship and was feeling pretty ok, so much so that I felt confident enough to tell my then partner that I loved him. He proceeded to go quiet, distant and clearly uncomfortable. After a few minutes he ended the relationship and walked away from me for good. Since then I have felt so low, useless and unworthy of anyones love. It has flared up my self harming and helped to reinforce my own feelings of unworthiness and despair as well as how I perceive myself. I cry at the drop of a hat, constantly think of ending my life and just want a way out of this life where I feel pathetic every day. I am currently staying at my parents to look after their dog whilst they are away on holiday which is making me feel even more isolated and lonely. I cry myself to sleep every night and don't know what to do about it. If it wasn't for the fact the dog would starve without me I would have made an attempt on my life <Mod Edit:Methods> Sorry to put this on here, I feel like I am attention seeking but I just felt like I needed to offload and get my feelings out there somehow.