Hi. I just started taking Cymbalta 48 hrs. ago. First antidep. in a few years after trying about 30 other things. I've been really struggling (doing a little better today). I saw MD two days ago and therapist yesterday. The night inbetween I only got 2 hrs. of sleep. My therapist said when I came in I said 'I feel like cutting and I'm afraid I'd cut to deep', which freaked me out a half hour later when she told me I said that. It made no sense to me that I would make that statement or also why I didn't remember saying it. This really scared me. Now reading about the Cymbalta I see under the 'Call your doctor at once...' area (not the get emergency help area) memory problems and confusion are listed, which could explain my problem yesterday. So is diarrhea, which is also a bit of a problem. I feel like I would be over reacting, I've only seen this p-doc twice and not even sure that I could get a hold of him after hours wkend now, plus I feel like I've been a real pain in the butt this week already. In five days I double the dose. I don't know how worried I should be about these side effects.