Well, things just keep getting worse and worse. My wife just told me that she wants a divorce. God knows that she deserves one. I told her we will take care of that as soon as I get a job. My pain just keeps increasing. Although I hate to do it I may have to move up my timetable and kill myself this weekend. If I do that I will have do it at home. I did not want to do that for a couple of reasons. I did not want my wife or daughter to be the ones to find me, and I have a slight fear that I would be found before the act was completed. I may still wait until next Friday. I am not entirely sure.