worse now, will cut again *may trigger*

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Woodsmoke, Dec 22, 2010.

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  1. Woodsmoke

    Woodsmoke Well-Known Member

    It went almost completely away for over a year.

    Now in the last three months it's worse than ever.

    And it hurts. I love it.

    I want to do it over and over so it NEVER STOPS hurting.

    This is just too fucked up.
  2. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    Hey WoodSmoke,

    How are you doing? I am sorry to hear your arm is hurting so bad at the moment, did you know what cause have caused this feeling to corrupt again?

    If you must cut that bad have you tried putting ice on if before hand, before you actually cut this may help a little are you keeping your cuts clean? Keeping cuts clean are really important beause if they get infected you could become very ill.

    Look after yourself take care try keeping yourself bust!

  3. Woodsmoke

    Woodsmoke Well-Known Member

    I been a bit better in last coupla days, cuts are ok, no infection.

    Feeling better. But it's guaranteed I'll sink again...

    thanks for the kind words :) but what do you mean about ice?
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    No don't cut okay just say no more Ice feels like your cutting but your not getting the damage the cold on your skin hurts so you the pain but no permanent scars. Please stay safe.
  5. Woodsmoke

    Woodsmoke Well-Known Member

    15 minutes to 2011... all alone in the house.

    I could so easily be finished.
  6. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You are not alone okay i am here so are others keep posting go to chat we are all here together holding on i hope you hold on with us okay hugs no more harm to you only kindness and compassion okay hugs:hugtackles::hugtackles:
  7. Woodsmoke

    Woodsmoke Well-Known Member

    can't go on chat don't have java :(
  8. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    can you not download java i did somehow i don't know how but i did i hope you can figure it out i think i went to start button and went to programs and found it there
  9. Woodsmoke

    Woodsmoke Well-Known Member

    sokay I discovered my stepbrother remembered to download it for me- he's the only admin on the family comp.

    Am on/off chat. :)
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