Worst Day Ever- I don't care anymore.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by TheLonelyAloePlant, Apr 25, 2008.

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  1. TheLonelyAloePlant

    TheLonelyAloePlant Well-Known Member

    Today started with algebra which confuses me to no end. My teacher isn't good at what she does, not many people understand what she teaches. She only likes her geometry students that she throws parties for every other week. Today we had a test on a subject that I didn't understand at all. I sat with the test in front of me. I was crying quietly while I tried to make sense of the test. I finally asked for help, and you know what her help was? "How much does this say? What goes there? What number do you need?" I'd say "100?" And she'd reply "I'm not supposed tell you the answers! Figure it out."

    I tried for a couple more minutes, turned the test over, and said "Screw it" under my breath. I was trying hard not to burst out sobbing.

    2nd period was okay, but 3rd period, PE, was torture. We had to run for 20 minutes in almost 90 degree heat.

    4th period, I sat alone because once seats were assigned, everyone moved away from me.

    The rest of the day was okay.

    I can't stand school or life much longer. I hate my algebra teacher, and algebra. I hate life.
     
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  2. middleofnowhere

    middleofnowhere Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry you had such a hard day. We all have days like that. Life gets frustrating. Algebra was one of my hardest classes in high school. I never did get it figured out. I hope you'll feel better by the time Monday rolls around.
     
  3. TheLonelyAloePlant

    TheLonelyAloePlant Well-Known Member

    Thanks. :hug:
     
  4. Sorry but if that's a bad day in your book, you should seriously consider yourself very lucky. You even say that's your worst day you've ever had. Most people on here would be happy to have only those things to deal with. I don't mean to cause offence but cmon.
     
  5. theleastofthese

    theleastofthese SF Friend Staff Alumni

    We each have a different definition of what makes up a bad day. What causes panic and depression in one person may not even faze another.
     
  6. TheBLA

    TheBLA Well-Known Member


    Yeah, I totally agree with theleastofthese. There are some things that don't affect us at all but can really get to someone else. Also depends on the persons age. I'm betting she is in middle or high school and you are older than her so things that happen in public school that can really hurt the students there won't affect you now and her when she is older.

    I know I can be very sensitive and get really hurt by some remarks (such as when people call me weird and abnormal) but my brother can completely shrug it off (he's like me, different from all the "normal" people that surround us) :smile:
     
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  7. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    I agree. I only wish to come back in time when I was in school, and my only problem were marks at school.
     
  8. touglytobeloved

    touglytobeloved Well-Known Member

    And this is also true. But, what I want to say is, fuck the algebra, fuck the school, be what you are and dont be afraid of school. There are more important things in life. I was one of the best in school, but I failed in my life. This hurts, not the marks at school.
     
  9. David

    David Active Member

    your school life sounds very familiar to mine. Esp the "everyone moved away from me" part. I had a tough tough time in school, but I pulled through, graduated and are now working full time. Trust me when I say this TheLonelyAloePlant, no matter how hard school life is, it does not stink as bad as working full time. Yeah school life can be hard, but at least you got more free time for yourself. Working life is tougher, at least for me. Treasure it, because it will be gone before you know it.
     
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