Horrible day. A veritable comedy of errors that started small and built, super crescendo, until it exploded. In brief, a great run started the day, and then mayhem broke loose in the office. I managed to put out fires, take care of everyone, get through a maddening conference call run by my evil nemesis (her nickname at work is The Nazi) and thought the worst was behind me. Things escalated until the day culminated in my electricity being cut off. My missing the payment date by one day and I didn't bloody realize it (not in time!). I made a $300.00 payment online....but they did NOT add that to my total (which is only roughly $426.00) and they are demanding $352.48 to get the electricity turned back on. . . . duh I already pay 300.00 of it!!!! Tried to pay the additional $52.48 and they will ONLY take one payment per day, from someone!? WTF? omfg, you're kidding, right? Nope. Holy shit. So. . . . . though I have the money to have the gd electricity turned on, they are CLOSED, only can reach an automated machine that will not accept payment from me! Camped out in my youngest daughter's bedroom at my ex-husband's house......(she's at a sleepover, picture day tomorrow and she's helping her friend do her hair) and oldest daughter away at university. (he's at a pro baseball game, but will be home soon.) Worst place I could be. Although I'm happy in all other aspects of my life, at the moment, financially I'm struggling. I can't keep on like this, I work two jobs, I live very frugally, but I live in a very expensive place and I just can't make it. I'm getting tired of all the struggle, only to get nowhere. If the universe was kind, it would let me have a heart attack or a one car crash. I don't want to hurt anyone, I just can't make ends meet, no matter what I do. I apologize for the self-pity, and I thank you for allowing me to vent this vitriol and despair.