Not only am I going through hell at the moment but to topbit off my boyfriend of 7 yewrs dupmed me last night. By text. I thought I knew what intense vpain was in the last few weeks but now its unberable. I feel hoplessly lost andvibnow really wantbto die. I hsve fail ed at every aspect of my life. Im just about to pode ky job because bof the depression. I live at home in have no life and the bone person for I trusted the most has dumped me after 7 years.