Hanging on to every word like it will all make sense in the end. Making myself the same promises that I won’t fall back in again. Bred from weakness and inspired by need. it’s such a complicated and denial ridden life to lead. When your heart is aching but your mind is screaming let it go. Knowing feelings are pointless when there’s nowhere to go. Pain’s never worth it but paople sometimes are. But after years of nothing working when is it all too much for the heart?