im worthless, going nowhere but straight to hell, if thats where god chooses to put me, well thats his decision and i will go with it. i do nothing all my life, i fucking hate life, fucking hate this life, I FUCKING HATE IT!!!! FUCKING KILL ME NOW, FUCKING DO IT! I WANT TO DISAPPEAR FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, THE WORLD HAD BROKEN MY HEART..... :blub: why, why me.... i just want these tears to go awway, im losing my mind, im seeing things that arnt there, im hearing voices, i just want it to go away please leave me alone! what do you want from me? GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD! :bash::bash::bash: i just want to be alone.