This truly is a worthless post and if the mods decide to delete it i wont hold any bad feelings about it. When i wrote this post i am seriously drunk. I am about to sober up and i just want share with somebody how truly pathetic i am : One of my favorite things to do, sober or drunk is to fantasise my self doing great things. Most often i dream about being a great singer. I listen to songs on youtube and think about how i wrote the songs and sang them in my classroom or something (i study in lawschool above all lol). When i am drunk the fantasies get better and better up to a point where i drink only because i want to keep my fantasies alive. How pathetic am i?