I've just had one of the worst days of my life. Firstly as everyone lined up to go to assembly everyone refused to stand/ sit next to me so i just went to the back and received dirty looks from the girls in front of me. Then. after I got out of assembly and "form" (a class for registration) I was pushed down a set of hard stairs. When I got up no-one helped me, not even a teacher. I only got a few bruises and a headache so I carried on and walked to my first class. Right at the end of the class someone threw something at my head. On the way to my 3rd lesson these older boys pointed and laughed at me and my only friend and said "wow, those two cant possibly be year 9's!" And then they muttered something as we walked away. During 3rd lesson the girl who now sits next to me refused to look at me or even touch the calculator that i had to share with her. she kept making a big deal about sitting next to me and making fun of me to her friends behind my back, even though i could clearly hear every word. "Worthless" "Ugly" "Loser" "Loner".After at lunch my friend wouldn't get anything to eat (even though she is dangerously anorexic) and she told me she just wanted to kill herself. (Even though we both have said this a lot it looked like she was really serious) And in my last lesson this boy kept poking me with his compass and trying to annoy me. I just feel even more horrible than usual, my head hurts, my scars are stinging, my stomach is squeezing really tight. I feel so worthless, I'm scared I'm gonna lose my only friend and I'm scared I'm going to lose myself. But it seems like the only option to me right now, I can't take this anymore.