first let me say that i am too cowardly to kill myself right now...i get very anxious and can't do it. i have nothing to look forward to,no family or friends,i am very anxious,i have some physical problems and i know that "happy pills" will never help me. i hope that i die when i fall asleep,but it has not happened yet. i wanted to ask this..if i ever have the courage to end my life,i want to go into a crowded place like walmart or target,xxxxxxxxxxx i hate the world so much,this would be my way to tell the world a big F U! would it make you sick to your stomach? would it psychologically scar you for the rest of your life? look,the chances of me doing that are very slim,but i do not want to live anymore and each day that i am alive and keep suffering,i get more and more upset. i hope you guys can understand where i am coming from.