So during the times I feel suicidal, I have these thoughts. I'm afraid to go into detail, but it basically involves taking the lives of close loved ones if I decided to end mine. Now, if I went to a therapist and told them that, even though somehow in my screwed up mind I feel like I'm doing these loved ones a favor and protecting them rather than doing it from anger or spite...how much information can they keep confidential? Does it depend on how ready or serious I am? Whether I took action? I don't want them calling CPS just to avoid a disaster. But I don't want to go on with these awful thoughts. Its all I think about sometimes. They make so much sense to me, but my husband reminds me of how ridiculous and selfish it is to even think so. I'm just starting to think unrealistically and I want help, but I don't want to get in trouble. Should I just not worry and tell the therapist everything?