I'm hm, a 23 old male living in pain for 4 years. I'm not a good talker, mostly because i rarely talk to people. I suffer from loneliness that turned into emptiness. My life is empty, i have no reason to live for. Society, family and friends rejected me since 2012 and I'm living alone. No one to share my feelings with, no one to care about. I forgot how it feels to be happy, to feel something good... A question is revolving around my head for years now: is it right to end my life? Every day I'm suffering more, every day i wish to die. A part of me wants to end me, another part is keeping me from doing so. <mod edit- methods> Every day before i sleep i think of ending my life and sleep for ever, but a part of me tells me to wait, maybe something good would happen, maybe i could feel good things again. I'm really struggling, i don't know what to do, end my life and be free from my pain, or keep living with hope, even if this hope is decaying each day... Sorry if I'm not a good talker or writer, if you understood what i said, tel me what you think of the dilemma i live in.