Am I being selfish if I tell my best friend who is about to move off to a University that I am getting very close to killing myself? I also have some other people I'd tell in hopes that I might get help, but I don't want to bother their lives. They seem to have happy lives, even one of them who did her speech in Speech class about how she was suicidal. So I don't want to disrupt their lives by being that annoying person who needs to talk to them all the time just to stay alive; but that's where I'm at. It's hard to talk to people. When they casualling ask me how I'm doing, all I can think of to say is that life sucks, and I intend on ending it.