Would of, could of, should of

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by betteroffunknown, Nov 7, 2010.

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  1. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    I cant keep doin this. It's utter insanity to keep tryin. I am in a significant amount of pain these days going to drs is completely out of the question too. I cant even afford to cover the medical bills I have already. Adding to them and all its related stresses its pure insanity in itself. A couple months ago I sat one night and actually counted all the things others would encourage to address medically. The count is at 19. To address them all would literally leave me spending all my days, time, and money addressing them. No thank you. Tonight the area around my kidney is producing one heck of a sharp pain. Yesterday had what I thought was goin to be a simple extraction turned out surgical instead. That alone helps nothing. Mouth pain always affects my mood in the worst way. Im also without my car atm (broke down last month). I cant even afford to eat. Cant get anywhere to get help with food. Im tired of all this. Im pathetically close to ending it all. Why shouldnt I after all?
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry rhinolady...you sound overwhelmed and mouth pain like that must suck..
    maybe not a good time to make decisions about your life when in such pain....

    is it possible to call a charity and ask to have some food brought out to you?
    It's ok to ask for help..
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    If you live in the US, and you would like help negotiating the system, please contact me...J
  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i am in a similar situation. i wish i knew what to do.
  5. betteroffunknown

    betteroffunknown Well-Known Member

    Maybe I wont have about 3 days. My heart just started with some abnormally strong irregular palpitations. Wonder if it'll give out soon. Time will tell i guess. Time will tell.
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