Im so unhappy with my life that its gotten to the point of no return. even when im not feeling that down, i still cant enjoy anything. my family tells me that the best remedy is to just stop isolating myself. well ive tried, and i still feel out of place, like i want to reseed back into my shell. Once im there, i begin feeling as though i want to be around people, but not the people that i have access to. i feel like total scum, i seem to look down on my family. But then again, i officially have no real friends anymore. the one friend that i had has degraded down to an aquaitence. I cant stand hanging out with him because all he does is watch tv. i dont know anymore, i feel so robbed.