Any thoughts on that if it was supposed to happen for you?
This whole giving birth thing is a huge pressure on me. I really wanna experience giving actual birth (rather than adopting) and I am scared it may never happen, and I feel panic whenever I think of it.
I have been thinking of it for a few years now... since I am almost 21 and never dated anyone , plus in the next few years I will be busy with moving country, so yea lets say i will probably only be stable around 25 (?) And that's kinda.... late to find a partner and convince him to have children in the future? Cause I am awkward and boring. And even if I found anyone, highly doubt men are so easy to become serious nowadays. Why would a man choose to be serious with me lol? Nothing interesting with me. And then my biological clock would be ticking and I would lose fertility... so I see that as my only way but it scares me as well. Because my family is traditional......and I think so am I, kinda. Am I dumb or something?
This whole giving birth thing is a huge pressure on me. I really wanna experience giving actual birth (rather than adopting) and I am scared it may never happen, and I feel panic whenever I think of it.