So, this is stupid. But I often do something when I can't/don't want to cut. I let my laptop charger get as hot as possible, I put it under my thigh, and just continue using my laptop on my lap like normal. I'm doing it right now, actually :/ It does hurt quite a bit, and for a long time. Once I remove the charger (usually it cools down eventually), there is a nice large red spot on the bottom of my thigh. It usually goes away after a few hours, though. It stings to the touch while it's there, though and feels very hot. Do you think this is just me being stupid, or yet another form of self harm?